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bunch of crappy logics

The chinese C&S engineer sitting next to me during CCM meeting that other day had a sudden logic to share. Through his observation he’s figured something out. Football should only be watched by ladies, he declared. The logic? A bunch of tight fitting guys sweating and kicking on a grass field should be watched by ladies, and ladies only. So i looked him straight in the eyes and asked him, straightfaced, "i know you watched the match last nite, hurmm…..so you’re gay, huh?". We bursted out laughing out loud. "Damn, i should’ve switched to watching Miss World Pageant", he muttered.

My bro-in-law is the king of logic. He waived off majestically the idea of consuming caffein at night time can effect our sleep. In fact he believed the effect is totally the opposite. The logic? Well, according to him, its a known fact that caffein can be addictive. Its also a common fact that drugs are also addictive. Drugs are also commonly used to put patients to sleep (or so, he argued. i woudnt know). So theorically :

caffein = addictive.
drugs = addictive.

hence; caffein = drugs

drugs = sleepyhead
hence; caffein = sleepyhead

Hence my dear bro argued, there’s no concrete evidence to me refusing to drink the coffee my sister made during supper in fear of getting insomnia later that night. Some logic, huh?? Never mind, i’d rather drink plain water anyway…

wats going on in the woRld?

I am a self-professed newpaper addict. Heck, i’m addicted to reading of all-sorts, newspapers among them. Love current affairs. Maybe i should have studied politics and currents affairs during uni…but then again i think i pass that.  Politics as bread and butter equals to consuming maggie everyday of ur life. Boring, non healthy and hazardous to ur hair.

Yesterday, i read an article written by a Lecturer of Bioethics in a prominent uni at US (hey, maybe i shud choose that course instead?) Apparently, they found a shocking, appaling reason of the hand, foot n mouth desease in cows all over europe/US. They got the desease in return of consuming sheep’s brain and intestine!!!! And here i was thinking that cows eat grass???? Naive. Naive. Turns out greedy agri-industrialists find feeding the cows with their natural food i.e grass/plants are too COSTLY. Hence they found a way of piling all sort of agri waste to feed the cow, including chicken faeces!! ~ Many more shocking nauseating discovery were disclosed in his book….for goodness sake…animals are living breathing things!!! Why are human stooping so low just to put meat on the table?

Another interesting article i read was written by an ex-Guatemalan french prisoner who was captured without trial and was finally released, to be trialed by a legitimate court. He had to endure years of mental and physical depression, being caught just because he’s muslim at the wrong place, and because he was too young and naive. One phrase i remembered from the article went something like this "in outside world the difference between lying or telling the truth can determined whether you’re going to jail or not. In Guatemalan’s prison, the difference is only in a piece of candy- ". I wept for him and hundreds others being kept imprisoned, denying them the fundamental right of defending themselves, basic right to be trialed in the court of law.

Today there’s a story condemning Turkish’s TV station of being biased, because of claims that the TV station refused to air-play the cartoon Winnie the Pooh as one of the character was a piglet, an animal which is deemed dirty in Islam. The world is more concern of the right of a cartoon show than hundreds of cries of help in Guatemala and other prisons, of thousands of woman and children being tortured and raped daily in refuge camp in war stricken nations. Funny isnt it? Except i dont feel like laughing. One local current news stucked to my heart ysterday. A young mother going to a shopping mall in Damansara to BUY MILK FOR HER 6 MONTH YEAR OLD  CHILD was being kidnapped at the underground parking lots, before being raped at another location because the kidnapper was upset as SHE ONLY HAD RM50 with her.

What has the world come into?

hari ni hari sabtu

Weekend. For most people lah. Tgk YM list aku pon kosong jek..sah seme membutaa lagi. Aku kat opis lagik. Jap gi abeslah. Tekak rasa tak best…agaknya bihun yg beli kat 7-e tu pedas bangat kot. Makan sket jek. Bukan diet ler Bob. Aku mmg mcm nih, beli bnyk2, makannye ciput. Bazir jek. Tgh aku tension menghadap detail cad nih tringat plak….. lia ngan wanie musti tgh syiok2 lagi berglimpangan kat umah tue. ceh!~

Mlm tadi pi makan ngan diorg. Rindulaa…lama tak jumpa sesama. Aku rasa diorg dah lebey setaun tak jumpa. Makan kat Anjung, Lia order menda gapo ntah Penne Marinara Seafood? (pelayan indon tue sebut pene siput haha). Bestnya mengorder..maklumlah aku yg blanjer..ceh!~ sambil makan kluarler semua cite lama…..ya rabbi gelak sampai sakit perut. Tetiba longing for masa dolu2…time dok kolej sesama…stay up kat studio…tringat kat Maji…

Pastu pi melepet kat Putrajaya. Lalu dkat Menara PJH tue, upanya kat situ ada Pasar Tani. Tp dah nk tutup..yelah, dah kol 9! Kitorg shopping kerongsang tak hingat…malu jek kat abg tue…pas beli, siap nampak ada lg lawa mintak tukar tu! Bestnyaa…bnyk hasil tani kat situ…pastu benda pelik2 yg aku jrg tgk kat KL nih..ada org jual pekasam ikan sepat laa…daging salailaa…ikan laga siam laa… mmg best!! Dan..first time aku pi pasar malam yg seme penggerai(btol ke perkataan nih??) nya memakai seragam t-shirt satu kaler!! Pastu buat sesi bergamba kat tensile yg lawa tue…tp gamba ada lam digicam lia, xbleh upload lam ni lg:)… Ntahla…rasa rindu sgt zaman2 dulu. Ngan diorang ni ler aku gelak2, nangis2, tension2 blajo, kawan shopping, kawan gossip (hehe), kawan make-up, kawan brangan, semerlaa…

Aku tunggu bulan 7 nih. Iqbal nak balik sini. Bleh jumpa borak2 kesah lama huahua!! Kena blanje dia makan nih..tapi aku dah janji tak bleh kasi tau sbb ape..hehe Kebaq congrates!!!…..Dah ajak K-mie (yg menuntut janji diblanje) ngan Alimukhti (yg dituntut janji nk blanje)…sesapa nak join jomlaa!!~ Kita main bowling ngan makan2 okie!! Tapi aku tak blanjerlaa…sangapla den…:P

Okehlaa nak sambung wat keje. Ptg ni nak pi Penang, nak tgk Career Fair kat sana. Sian Syah, nampak dia lak lebih sungguh2 cari peluang utk aku transfer ke Penang. Dia yg rajin surf net, pastu kasi link2 yg nampak potential. Padahal aku faham, dia buat tu pon sbb risau aku sesorang kat sini. InsyaAllah, ada rezeki pasti Allah permudahkan jalan kan? Yg penting kita dah buat yg terbaik:).

Aku nak sambung keje. Syiok sket nanti weekend bleh relax pepuas. Happy weekending everybody..jgn drive lelaju, sesapa yg dok jauh tue jgn lupa lak tepon parents korang tanye khabar!! Bye2!~

is what i am today

Crome1


24 years old

is what i am today

i am

a muslimah

a woman

a daughter

a landscape architect

a fiance

a sister

a friend

i define myself

through what i’ve learnt in life

this 24 years

i learned

i fell down, got bruised

i got up again…

i achieved

i cried

i laughed

i

found love

and lost some


i agreed

i disagreed

i discovered me

and discovered others

i discovered happiness

i discovered sorrow

i know my life is not perfect

i know i am not perfect

but i thank LOrd

for each day

to breath in the fresh air

to find innocence in a child’s eyes

to see love in my mother’s eye

i love my life

and i’m thankful for all i have

thank you, LOrd