p r etty+d e c e n t+obsess i o n

yesterday was pretty surreal to me…after that accident i had two days ago(dont ask me to elaborate huhu), my whole body feels sored and ached. i even feel the pain doing simple things like typing wit my left hand (autoCAD requires both hands) and sitting down becomes challenging task. Enuff said, i had a phobia wit anything WIRA in anything pastel green nowadays.

soo yesterday i had an urgent addendum to fax to a few tenderers (classified info haha), i’ve printed out a stack of drawings and tender docs to be faxed to their numbers. So i had to dragged my bruised body to and fro the fax machine in the middle of the office as the fax took a lot while, n there’s some things i had to do at my desk aside from waiting for the fax to get through. While i lingered around the fax machine, i kept staring at a tray labelled KENNETH TEOH-18th FLOOR, meanings the fax transmittal in that tray are meant 4 our boss on 18th Floor. Anyway 5.30p.m I thought i’ve had enuff 4 one day and go back home in my new house @ USJ. That nite i gazed at an old newspaper lingering around in the living room, about a UIA student named Melati who famously beat other contestants in a international law debating comp. She mentioned something like, who’d think a girl wearing a tudung wud win rite??

Sooooo anyway.i can hear u all thinking now..wat crap is she talking about..the title said something bout dreaming??? hold on dear, i was bout to go to there.. wat u’ve read before this have their significant as how they relate to that weird dream i had…work wit me on this kay..hehe

Anyway..last nite i had a pretty weird dream, in which I was bruised in an accident, and went for a spa treatment near my office(n the owner was that lady from Sendayu Tinggi..weird..). As I was coming in to the office, a handsome man suddenly came and smiled at me. Suddenly I knew the man was Kenneth Teoh (whom in real life doesnt look like that man i dreamt of), and he said something about asking me to get him something at the shopping mall. So I went wit him to the shopping mall, where we went to a flashy looking diner room. There were a few persons there, who I suddenly knew were the rest of his family, where they were all smiling at me and ask me to sit down wit them..One of the I knew were the Chairman of my company..n as the waiter served posh food and drinks,I thought to my self, well, who knew a girl wearing a tudung could be treated like this??

Enuff said i woke up feeling confused, yet sublimely good.(^_^)..my bruises havent got any better though….

alhamdulillah..mY firsT dAy at mEda iNc berhad..at the suMMit toWer Usj..going pretty well i might say(^_^) really sad on leaving aroMa tropics, 3 months seems soo short with soo many thiNgs to learn!! yEt, as i have gotten this better offer best nOt just for me but for the man whom insyaAllah i’m gonna settle down wit soon..cant just think bout me from nOw on..must ready to make sacrifice n think loNg teRm..yet i enjoy this totally new environment, corporate environment, what’s wit the 20 storey SuMmit tower, linked wit the sUmmiT shopping complex (dear me) n suMmit hotel..(so as staff can get a discount wen my family comes for a holiday!!)…

also say prays of Thanx to Allah for the mercy He showed us when He bestowed heavy rain yesterday to all in Klang valley, wiping out all those hazardous haze which had almost suffocate not just our breathing but also our mind…in this instances we have to remember that nature is a force that should be reckoned with..hadith2 from Rasulullah told stories about earth and nature as living forces, such as the story bout a tree crying etc…hence we should treat them wit respect..and must understand that though Allah has sent us as steward of this Earth, it is to protect all the livings within this earth, not to single mindedly destroyed them in the name of power and development.

may He remind us wen we forget, may he shows us the way…

Kombanwaa~!!!

Finally I’ve become UPM’s alumnae!! huhu bittersweet experience..but a totally HAPPENNING event!! getting the scroll from YMM Sultan Selangor and the total experience was pretty surreal..when we finally stood up to sing Uniputra Gemilang for the last time..I was swept by a sudden sadness and mixed emotion of blessfulness and nostalgia..(^_^) but no other way of ending it but wit beloved family and frenz..though there were certain people whom I miss dearly..wish they were there with me..but I know they’re praying for me..and the fone calls replaced seeing them right at the front of my eyes..thanx..(^_^)

Especially to all who wishes me congrates..thanx soo much guyz..Alimukhti..hope ur atok is feeling well..Bob..thanx for the wish..Wadi..thanx for the msg..Helmi Rashid..slamat berdating kat jaybee..As..slamat konvo gak at UIA Gombak this August..Kak Zana..slamat konvo at UTM Skudai!! And there are certain familiar names i saw in the Konvo book..soo i wanna say congrates too to my dear buddy Rohaili Harun, Hatiffah and Rozliana Haneem..slamat konvo korang..sedihnye sidang tak same..kalo tak mesti daa jumper..(^_^)

But hold it rite there!!! there’s a story I feel obliged to share wit u guyz!! Just 2 days before my konvo (28th July)..after our rehearsal, me and my frenz (sape lagi kaloo tak Lieya and Sha) went to jalan TAr for our konvo shopping..around 8 p.m (just as we were about to go back to serdang) we came across this certain shoe store which was indeed full of customers. so we pondered curiously inside and saw there was a HUGE stock clearance sale..everything was ten ringgit!! so we found these pretty pumps in white which we all love and bought each for everyone (different design). So we wandered back home, happily holding the big catch of having an awsome shoe in a steal of a price!!

So at Serdang Lieya dropped me off home and went off with Sha..I was soooo tired dat nite I was at my bed around ten o clock..suddenly i felt the urge to take a good look at my ‘catch’..so i reached for the shoes and for the first time really take a good look at it…sooo there come the sublime feeling wen i caught the sight of tiny dots on the inside pad of that shoes..tiny2 dots, in groups of three, scattered nicely…uh hoo..think i saw this familiar dots before..a friend once sent me an email cautioning Muslims of pig skin products with distinct tiny dots in groups of three!!!Urghh!!i was caught in a sudden wave of nausea..my hands and feet (that touched the shoes) feel soo dirty!!!

So i msg Lieya and Sha…they’re were pretty dubious at first..but i was pretty sure about the origin of the thing!!! No wonder soo cheap!!! But then I was too damn tired to go out and samak..so I waited until early next morning, go out at the lawn of my house and washed my hands and feet, once with earth and six times with tap water..the indian guy next door stared at me suspiciously…but i just acted dumb (in the back of my mind thinking..lantaklaa ko ingat aku pengikut Ayah Pin ke ape..)

So there’s a lesson I learned.. beware of wat u r buying.. even if u saw the salesperson is wearing a tudung or whatever, u must also have the awareness to be responsible for what u r purchasing.. not just in terms of food but also other products like shoes..or even pavement tiles like wat had happenned in jaybee..it was over a year until someone noticed that the pavement along a taxi stand in a prominent hypermarket there was decorated with ayatul Quran and kalimatullah..May Allah save us from what we have little or no knowledge of, cause He is the Most Gracious and Most Intelligent.

Special dedication to Farah Wahdani..who told me how much she likes my writing (^_^)..really feel appreciated..never thought anybody read this stuff..thanx farah..

I just finished my NIHON CLASS today and as my sensei MAKI SAN would say..Oyasumi nasai..Kio tsukete!!!!